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[20 Dec 2005|03:22am]
[ music | dominik eulberg / kreuht ]

me! shut up and read more book.

(7 ignorants wank)

[05 Dec 2005|01:42pm]
[ music | Lexicon Avenue / Forensic Sience Exhibit A ]

dinner

more pictures )
(9 ignorants wank)

[27 Nov 2005|05:15pm]
[ music | Sub Oslo / Dub in the Key of Life ]

I was reading my old crazy journals... it is mockingly hilarious but gives me the sorry eye to it at the same times. There were tons of reason I had to make a buff and pretend like I was something.

human is such a predictably stupid son of a monky, the history is obviously the consecutive repeat of the same events with just the different names and number. The human world is not evolving nor recessing, we are just moving towards the wrong direction. space is another subject that we can never imagine.
So I decided to go with the flow and let it take my soul to where I get minimal shame, minimal sorrow, minimal anger. coz this is the game, and it is all joke, so its not worth being afraid or regrettable really. Eventually all of this would suddenly end, whether we agree it or not.

Meanwhile, I will cerebrate the fact that we are happy lucky monkey.

(11 ignorants wank)

[13 Mar 2005|06:26pm]

my new hair style with tiny pink hart tat in the middle;)
(6 ignorants wank)

hello! [25 Feb 2005|02:27am]
I'm out of my parents house. now I'm living by myself thank godamn... of cause I'm paying for all the moving cost and the every month rent. It's on the 6th floor with big balcony. and In front of the apartment there is a beautiful park with river running through. I'm gonna go there every other morning for jog, and on Sunday I go near the river side and picnic like a New Yorker in central park, HA!

Here is another thing )
(7 ignorants wank)

[28 Dec 2004|01:12am]
[ music | fatcat record/ split series1-8 ]

i feel so wothless again. )

[27 Dec 2004|10:58am]
[ music | Ben Cox / Van Allen ]

heehee )

(8 ignorants wank)

[08 Dec 2004|06:31pm]
OK
finally I have my internet access in my house again.
With brand new computer which is connected to good speaker. heehee

TEACH ME some interesting internet radio, and some sites where I can download good music!
(23 ignorants wank)

[03 Dec 2004|12:35pm]
[ music | Aphex Twin / serected ambient works vol2 disk2 ]

Thanx for everyone who wished me happy birthday. I had a best birth day ever! there were two totally surprise party noon and night. and I got two Robot that fight each other and a black light toy. oh oh everyone know exactly what I like. and I got phone call from everywhere, I'm so happy. and I never knew I had that much friends, I love you all so much<333
so yesterday night I was smoking the birthday present from K-chan while I was watching Boredoms DVD I got for myself. I had the glorious moment.

(10 ignorants wank)

[19 Nov 2004|02:04pm]
I have only less than two month till my theses deadline.  )

anyway, I am leaving the theses behind and going back to my summer house in woods again this weekend, coz I am an ass... Me and my friends spend most of the weekend at my summer house this October and November. On this time of the year in japan, all trees turn to red and yellow and small animals are everywhere working before their winter sleep, it's beautiful. I have some pix of us on my fotopages, dancing and drinking and doing nothing.

I hope all of you would have a good weekend too<3
(4 ignorants wank)

[05 Oct 2004|07:12pm]
[ music | Ash Ra Tempel / Echo Waves ]

The playlist for my first MixCD!

1. FSOL / It's my mind that works
2. Photek / 124
3. PCM / Varney
4. Ammo / an unexpected guest
5. Bluck Lung / autocratic zeit swift
6. Powder Pussy / Deviates Creen
7. Mlada Fronta / High Tention
8. Aural Blasphemy / (track no.4 from album Catharsis)
9. Asche / dist dj pt3
10. soman / (track no.1 from album unsatuldig?)
11. roger roter / drown delay
12. Klinik / zep tepi
13. Ms.Mono / psychonaut
14. soner / tone loc
15. Mono No Aware / worms
16. HIV+ / Apex Maximus
17. G-nox / venture Part4
18. Ah-Cama-Zote / Zmeu-kh

Thank you so very much for some of the people in livejournal for letting me use their materials without permission. but this is of cause not for sale and only listened by a small group of my friends who are interested in this kind of music, so please don't worry. Any advice, opinion and assault for my improvement are appreciated. Thank you. I'm still having hard time finding the Que point, so this time I used relatively easy tunes with clear beat to mix. Next time I might play more minimal and down tempo oppressive music;)

Lately, I've been having too much fun at camping on weekends. I feel like I'm turning into a chill person.

(15 ignorants wank)

[15 Sep 2004|06:05pm]
[ music | Cdatakill / La Sinistra ]

my new tat I got this monday came out kinda shitty. It looked nicer when I designed on a flat paper, I wanted all the lines to be straight. but my body is not flat... i guess it's my fault. I also got a pink hart on my head too, the part I lost my hair was just perfectly bald to be inked. I have to ask someone to take picture of it for me, I can't.
new tat
I had the rose from 3years ago, this time I made it listen to music and let it stand infront of japanese flag that is bleeding.

最近 )

(24 ignorants wank)

one more post before I go off. [25 Aug 2004|11:26pm]
Listen! I got a circular loss of hair. I found it yesterday.
Feel free to give me gifts and cheer me up via surprise call or e-card.
I recommend you to refer to my Amazon Wish list when you were considering of giving me something. the URL is on my web;) oh no, please don't be too sorry for me, I'm rather comfortable with this bald part. now that i can prove you and myself that I was not fakier than we imagined. I feel secured. "T.G.I.B.(thank god I'm bald)"


(8 ignorants wank)

[24 Aug 2004|04:14pm]
[ music | Album Leaf ]

I'm off to India for vacation with my mother.
I'll come back with lots of pix, maybe second week of Sep;)
till then bye bye baby<333

[17 Aug 2004|04:57pm]
[ music | PainKiller / Buried Secrets ]

dance floor

3 more pix )

(6 ignorants wank)

My Fuji Rock Festival time table [03 Aug 2004|03:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Neikka RPM / The Gemini Prophecies ]

Thursday 29th July
after long drive from the previous night, we arrived in camp site early afternoon, built our tent, headed to stage area and start dancing around 7, went back to tent after midnight, and slept well.

Friday 30th
*Little Tempo
*PE'S
*田野城寿男(beautiful saxophonist)
(3pm: Blanch Brake)
*PJ Harvey(I was at the very front, center)
*Pixies(still in center front, of cause)
*Lou Reed
*Basement Jaxx(I had no voice already)
(12pm: Dinner Brake)
*DJ Tasaka
*Skazi
*G.M.S
*Space Tribe(I was at somewhere in the space...)

Saturday 31th
*Ben Harper(half sleeping)
*Courtney Love(she's over)
*Yeah Yeah Yeahs(the best performance ever)
(9pm: Vomiting Brake)
*The Chemical Brothers(the best VJ ever, I was totally blown off)
*Santos(Fantastic)
*Buffalo Daughter(in the space again...)
*Armand Van Helden(around Mercury)
*Kenji Takimi(slowly landing into earth)

Sunday 1st August
since I had a job interview in Osaka on Monday morning, plus Morrissey was canceled, I left my friends and went back home alone. I slept over in the bullet train and found myself in Kyoto. Finally reached my room after 9pm.

(21 ignorants wank)

muwahaha [10 Jul 2004|06:50pm]
Prime MInister Sereal Rapist
http://asc.shacknet.nu/net/

Ishihara Bashing
http://www.bekkoame.ne.jp/~pyonpyon/hotnews/2004/0710.htm

☆Homeless Benefit Fiesta-Osaka☆
http://www.geocities.jp/osaka_tentcityevent2004/
(5 ignorants wank)

[08 Jul 2004|07:54pm]
[ music | middle tempo break beats melancholy bursting noise Please! ]

Mazyer than ever! Coz, while I was reading, I realized that self-hatred and self-loving can both exist in one person at the same time. Things that I thought it could never happen to a person. So I feel like now I can see the puzzle pieces that were spreading apart in my mind, all come to gather and started to make one direction. See, I always felt guilty that all my humor is based on self-mockery but I was comfortable when my wound is open. Furthermore my cat has the devils name and I have played Chopin so well when I was in elementary. Decisively I’m writing theses about Shelly! Fucking hell. Romanticism the shit that happen to me. I deserve! ::MOCK::
I just had to say this...

(4 ignorants wank)

BACKDATED ENTRY [23 May 2004|01:31am]
I'm so glad to live in a country where the real gun is strictly prohibited among civilians. I would so use them for daily sports if they weren't. Even my toy rifle has been pritty much taking over my life these days. when I am under a lot of stress, I deffenitly have a tendancy to set myself for masochism. and I realized, being shot from near distance works as strong as sex as self-hurt. it hurts, it's good.

It was the day the sky was about to cry... [20 May 2004|11:25pm]
I happened to see a movie Things You Can Tell Just By Looking At Her on cable last night. It turned out really good. It's probably the best of all I have seen in this couple of month. I had to cry at the end of most of each episode. I really wish THE man I used to know could watch the movie as well.

I also went to my friends university orchestra concert on last Thursday, and I weeped and weeped over Tchaikovsky's Romeo & Juliet. It was the first time I cry for classic music. Thank you Yo-chan for the wonderful experience.

and I sobbed myself in front of Mari-chan, on I guess it was last friday... during lunch time at university cafeteria. I was too concerned about the recent discord between us, but then she mended my nerve with her sober advice.

Finally, after I hanged out with [info]milpheyyu(I forgot when) and had three bottle of beck's in early afternoon. I felt not enough, back in my room I drunk Iichiko rock until I got maudlin.

oh and I wailed early this week because I hit my toe on fridge corner, and my pinky nail was almost came off.

For Nagoya folks
I wound't recommend you to go to club MAGO anymore. I personally think they suck after they remodel the interior. Now It almost look similar to the club CODE in Tokyo, but they lucks underground atmosphere and the lightning is too blight.
Instead I found a nice bar under the elevated JR railroad between Turumai and Kanayama. there is a real wrestling ring at the middle of the bar, and on Tuesday and Thursday some pro-wrestler would practice fighting in front of the customer there. I accidentally found the bar tonight while I was killing time at Turumai before the Adam Cooper ballet show: On Your Toes would start.

Ich mochte so oft wie moglich gute Musik horen!
Ich mochte so wenig moglich arbeiten!!
Ich mochte so selbststandig leben!!!
Meine Eltern fragen sich, ob sie bei der Erziehung einen Fehler gemacht haben...
Bekommen ich heuet keinen kuss?


Ps. I realized Guns'n roses civil war on drizzling spring morning makes you tear.
(2 ignorants wank)

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